i shall recommend a song to you.
michael buble's home. it's really sweet.
haha. i wanna cry listening to it.
i probably won't be blogging anymore until after my promos!! (:
so yes.
so far. my life has had it's heartbreaks.
but i've been really happy lately.
the feeling of being cared for. the feeling of knowing someone's there.
central problems of econs. demand and supply. elasticity. cost and production. market structure. wages. hydrology. plate tectonics. tourism. population. functions. differentiation. inequalities. apgp. statistics. poisson. HERE I COME!!! wait for me. (:

*muahh

reflections

so much as passed.
i see you've moved on just like that.
well, so did i.
the exams and studies?
excuses. i guess it didn't mean anything to you anyway.
but it's alright.
we've both moved on.
and it's a very happy thing.
all the best in whatever you wanna do.
treat whoever she is well.

i'd like to announce the revival of my computer!! (:
my daddy fixed it. haha. though i lost everything on the desktop,
i'm glad i still got my life in it.
my music!!
2 papers down, people taking my combi..
we have 8 papers to go.
before we know it. it'll be over!!
and it's time to escape to the sun, sea, beach.
(all inclusive resort) according to geog.
haha. no. i don't study too much.
i need to study a lot.
but first i want to sleep. i need the rest.
today it's early for me.
tomorrow. friday. saturday. sunday is the time for doing the last 100m sprint of my 9 months marathon.
so yes. i'm going to go and sleep now.
while i dream of the fun and laughter that awaits me after my exams!!
woohoo!! go j1s!!

stressed out-

[updated thankyou list]

haha. im backk!!
and yeah. it's getting really really close to the promos.
and somehow i suddenly feel like i want more time.
it's just coming so fast.
so many things to study. so little time.
i don't wanna retain.
i'm really scared now..
and the stress is getting to me.
not to mention that pmsiness isn't helping much.
everyone's just really stressed out because of the promos.
and it's just coming real soon.
it's going to be so fast before we finish the promos.
before the results come back. before the beginning of next year.
and it's just amazing how time is flying.
i need to buck up.
i need to work hard.
my math my geog my econs.
the suffering. the passion & the love of my life.
yes. that's what those three subjects mean to me.
what do i do without them?

thanks to wee i heard this relatively cute song.

*things to do for today:
concept map for lecture 1 plate tectonics
concept map for lecture 2 plate tectonics
concept map for lecture 3 plate tectonics
get started on my lousy math.

lovely birthday.

haha. it's been eons since i last blogged.
and a lot of things have changed.
i am sorta confused at the moment.
with my personal life and my school work just absolutely colliding.
hai..

my birthday was just over yesterday..
and boy oh boy. my surprise birthday on saturday was a blast!!
i love my friends. though they conned me and made me go home crying.
but it's all worthwhile.
i went to study but i forgot the bring my books.
so we just walked around like aimless people.
then after that they have like lame excuses for me to go home.
yet i wasn't suspicious or anything 'cos apparently they were supposed to have it but i accidentally read the details so they were supposed to scrap the whole idea. so yes.
met alex in town and he said "WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? AREN'T YOU SUPPOSED TO HAVE SOME THING AT YOUR HOUSE?"
haha. still i wasn't suspicious 'cos i thought he was talking about the previous one that i found out about.
haha. so i went home super surprised and what not. but really happy.
played a stupid game called "i have never" by yoke!!
haha. had a great deal of fun. splendid time. marv.
now for the thankyou list. heh.

thankyou-
ade&rachel for organising the thingum.
ade. rachel. bunkie. ching. chah. giff. tim. eugene. clement. helmi. wee. yokie for coming over.
pek & dennis for the overseas birthday wishes.
dennis. wee. chah. giff. penny. mummy&daddy for the birthday cards.
kenny. chah. giff. helmi. eugene. ade. tim. latifah. bunkie. ching. wee. wenxin. serene. roderick&cons. teckyen. rachel. alex. yokie. jo. mong. marc. brenda. chervin. jess. ade's mummy. ian. sherilyn. xinglong. pek. shaowei. mumtazah. yvonne. felicia. brenda. dwayne. david. samuel. siying. grace. fiona. cuijing. dexter. push. yvonne. sharmi. hazel. nancy. faisal. alexander. aaron. jiaxin. mahirah. ky. edwin. winston. kenneth. xiang ming. terrance. felicia. junjie. sky for the birthday wishes!! love you all.
faisal. wee. ade. rachel. bunkie. ching. chah. giff. tim. eugene. clement. helmi. xiangming. for the birthday songs.
chah. giff. yokie. wee. penny. mummy&daddy. khorkhor. teckyen&brenda for the pretty presents!! (:

[that's about it. i sure hope i didn't leave anyone out]

(: (: (:
that should be the end of my thankyou list ya? haha.
it's rather long. but they deserve all the credit for making my birthday a wonderful and splendid birthday that made me feel as if i'm cloud number 9!! (:
i felt so loved!!

*muahh*

happy birthday jo!! -19/09/1988
happy birthday jolene!! - 20/09/1988
happy birthday jess!! - 21/09/1988

recap

you know you did it i'm gone.
to find someone to live for in this world
there's no light at the end
of the tunnel tonight
just some bridge that i gotta burn...

a promise made so long ago.
a promise i know i'm going to break now.
i don't blame myself from breaking it.
too much has happened.
i've been thinking a lot.
was it worth it at all? i don't think so.
i'm going to close this chapter of my life now.
i just don't feel comfortable looking at the photos taken.
when a girl is so close to him, with her hands on his thigh.
with another girl stuffing her sweet face into his.
and he doing nothing but holding her waiste.
i guess all the hurt and pain made me numb to this feeling.
i don't see crying every night till my eyes are dry.
i longer see myself losing sleep and watch my grades fall.
it hurt so terribly badly
that i suddenly don't feel anymore.
even if i did, but i don't think i do, i'll no longer go back.
i'm happy the way i am.
i've found everything worth living for.
i've found the meaning to my life.
it's alright, i survived, i'm alive again.
there's no turning back for me.

thanks all for bringing me to my senses.

yesterday i went to shenton way for my cip.
haha. though im supposed to do it with a willing heart
they were treating us like free labour.
i'm angry.
hah. went home to shower and change.
went to bunkie's house to meet bunkie&ching.
made our way down to orchard to get cons' sister a prezzie.
haha. i like the present!!
bunkie was saying that we look like a bunch of clubbers
but we don't club!! (:
yup. then we took a train down to tanah merah!!
and a cab down to laguna.
woahh.. the place was nice. haha.
the guys looked good. very smart indeed.
they were wearing long sleeved tops.
something that i couldn't imagine them wearing in school.
haha. except that rod didn't have to wear black.
and he shouldn't have buttoned all the way to the top. haii..
haha. rahmat was rather stoned. ching was super stoned.
bunkie couldn't eat 'cos she just put in the back brackets.
junhan was jus being very funny.
and rod was trying to be nice and trying to make me feel less bored.
the food was good. but i felt really out of place.
wee went to walk walk with me (:
and then we realised the time and due to curfew.
i had to go home. haha. had company home!!
and yay!! i was home. quite a long and tiring day.
i knocked out. and sleep.

*today
as a sign that i have moved on with my life.
i have decided to cut my hair
and also because it's dead and dry lahh..
haha. but oh wells. i miss my long hair.
it's so short i can't tie it.
oh shucks. i feel so depressed. oh mummy.
rach MIGHT be staying over today!! (:

pjc survival training

early morning 6.40am, sarah woke up.
went to macs opposite school with ade&bunkie for breakie.
everything was wrong with macs today.
first their ez-link thingie machine didn't work.
next their computer was spoilt.
then they forgot to give me my hashbrown!!
haha. but all went well. talked a lot.
i was amused with the toilet paper dispenser in the loo.
heh. went to school for the bomb.
6 hours of econs lecture!! but i survived.
(: haha. i'm good lahh.
econs was a killer and i'm so braindead now.
went to the docs with my moopsie.
haha. and yeah. everything's fine.
just a normal check up and all.
went to the library to borrow books for cip so that i can read to the kiddos.
there's a book that says "pig needed to go on the swing"
haha. it's quite cute lahh.. but i felt so KID getting the books.
walked around and decided that i need to cut my hair SHORT.
yup. so i went home and watched the chinese debate.
haha. i dun believe i'm watching chinese!! oh mummy.
so now i'm here. nothing much is happening in my life lahh.
studies. slack. studies. slack. that's about it.
that's the life.

(:

we gather together like bird's of a feather
that's turkeys united we stand
if you could be thinner
skip thanksgiving dinner
we turkeys think that would be grand
why don't you try it?
go on a diet
chew on some succulent carrots and peas
why don't you try it?
go on a diet
chew on some succulent carrots and peas
turkeys united, no people invited
turkeys united, no people please.

here you go ade!!
i was reading her blog and gosh. she got the song wrong lahh
i can't believe she's an mgs girl. we learnt it in primary school!!
there's loads more and i bet she doesn't know them all (:
haha. yup. woke up really early today 'cos we had to do admin stuff for cip.
and yeah. went to lot one for a while.
went back to school after that to study with bunkie & wee.
haha. didn't really do much today lahh..
'cos i had a headache so i kept falling asleep while doing my work.
shite. at this rate, i think im just dead lahh..
left school around 5 and slacked at holland village again.
went with rahmat, sky, wee and bunkie. (:
rahmat and bunkie went to the dentist while i was stuck with wee and sky.
haha. quite fun lahh. ran around looking for places to eat that is halal so that rahmat can eat there.
ended up at starbucks.
met yoke there. and we sure slacked damn a lot la..
haha. talked a bit. took a bus home 'cos im too tired.
i'm going to sleep before my marathon of 6 hours of econs!!
oh boy. i should sleep soon. haha. it's rather early. maybe i'll sleep around 11?
yup. see how. so tata (:

*chocolate coated jelly beans make sarah very very happy (: (: (:

oh lipidy me

yesterday. i caught up with my old old friend who was supposedly my "khor" and he just disowned me as his "mei" yesterday. idiot.
HAHA. 'cos being a friend he ain't obliged to get me anything for my birthday!! haha.
stingy person!! you hear that eng fook shawn? your stingy!!
haha. but we had a good good chat. (:
really fun talking about the days from end of sec one till like now?
wow. how time flies.
talked to a lot of people yesterday.
they were short conversations that had nothing to do with work.
but i actually sat down and did my gp yesterday.
i feel so proud of myself yet unaccomplished.
i was showered with food yesterday.
all the chocolates and potato chips.

i didn't study much today. just did my geog.
and then slept for like 4 hours nap?
and in fact i fell asleep in front of the computer. haha.
wad a pig.
and ian yapster is calling me fat while poking my fat spots.
i hate him!! everyone's calling me fat these days.
what's wrong with the world!?!?!?!?!
maybe it's true. it's about time i go on a diet.
YES YES. A DIET IT IS THEN!!

yup. i'm going to rocky's later for yummy pizza.
and maybe some pasta with some cheese sticks
and get myself fatter than i already am.
haii.. life is depressing. tell me about it.

YESTERDAY all my troubles seem so far away

Your Deadly Sins

Sloth: 80%

Envy: 20%

Lust: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Greed: 0%

Pride: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 17%

You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die.

haha. so yes. took this from rachel's blog. haha.

ade >> hey girl. rahrah is very sorry for not being able to be there for you when you really needed someone around. i know how that feeling feels. and why couldn't i be there for you? because i was lazy. because i went to sleep and you didn't want to disturb me!! so nice. don't worry. God is love and he knows what's best for us alright? so no matter how sad you feel, never blame Him ok? everything in our life happens for a reason. maybe this is just so that we can learn from our mistakes and emerge stronger than we already are. you've been there for me all the time i needed a shoulder to cry on. your really a gem and you didn't deserve any of that. iloveyou girl. and ching&tim&i wil always be here for you no matter what. so next time, don't bother about whether im sleeping. just call alright? smile!! (:

i went back to school yesterday and oh shucks it feels like monday lahh!!
wad a long break we had. i've really been a sloth lately. i need a study buddy for the weekends.
i realised i've slacked quite a bit since i only study with anyone on weekends.
yesterday we had lessons as normal and miss kat wore a skirt (: she looked very sweet!!
brought cush cush to school cos if not bimbo will never talk to me ever again.
haha. it was a sleeping tool to practically everyone and anyone.
had two hour break which i was trying to sleep in class but kenny had to sing some stupid hokkien song. really loudly!! humph.
went to the canteen instead. and no doubt the canteen was noisy, it was really quiet relative to kenny's singing.
went for make-up geog lesson and gp test.
haha. i did the question on "do you agree that we learn more from our misfortunes than our success"
i realised that paper was the j2's 2005 mid-year paper question. haha. i recognise the questions.
about man's best friend no longer a dog but a handphone and what not.
even one about beauty pagents are nothing more than revealing of flesh.
something like that lahh..
had choir. and miss ong came!! after a long long time.
haha. happy happy. gave her her bikini. it was so expensive lahh..
and yes. had choir pt. and ran ran ran. did stupid things.
walk around the track singing. i dunno why i did that.
i just felt like being able to sing out loud where no one can hear.
so i just did that. singing out loud always makes me feel better.
i just lost a little bit of my voice. haha.
went for dinner with ching. had prata then walked over to macs. stuffed ourselves with ice-cream (: (: (:
*sings* yummy yummy yummy i've got love in my tummy and i feel like loving you *stops singing*
ching and i sang that yesterday lahh.
so fun. walked out to the bus stop where we can take 67 from cos we were feeling full and needed to walk.
and we talked again as usual. about everything. (:
went home and talked to tim&rach on the phone. CONFERENCE!!
it saves time. and besides. it was fun!!
went to bed.

im probably not going to do much today except staying and home and mug.
maybe rach will come over again to study.
i need someone to study with me if not i just won't do any work.
haii... i think i might just fail my promos.
and poly or overseas it is. I PRAY NOT!!

shopping days

happy birthday latifah!!
happy teachers' day (:

been really slacking alot and today i'm gonna start my work again.
econs drq and what not.
haha. for the 2 days we've done nothing but shopping!
funny. on tuesday. we had to follow latifah to queensways to collect her specs.
on the way there... we stopped over at orchard to change bus.
and we went on the 2nd level of the double decker bus.
since there are no one on the top.. each of us took 2 seats for ourselves.
haha. and ade&latifah&kenny were being evil.
they left me sleeping up there lahh.. idiots.
went to queensways and had macs while latifah noticed the different behaviours that all of us had when we were eating and we were talking about how ade and i were in the bottom class in mg and latifah was in the top class in henderson when suddenly kenny said "stop!! we're all in the same place now" haha. how true.
& WE SAW ALL THE PRETTY SHOES. haha. i want nike free.
and we walked and walked. met ching and bunkie rahmat, jun han and cons.
ching wanted this converse shoes which i think look really good on her.
went to ikea to buy some stuff. and headed home by cab 'cos ade and i were holding flowers (:
went home and knocked out for 2½ hours straight.
was having a darn headache.

get well soon helmi!!

yesterday was teachers' day celebration.
i had to pop by all the pigeon holes to leave flowers.
haha. the celebration was alright.
our school needs new sound system.
and our CHOIR BOYS WERE REALLY GOOD!! (:
i'm so proud of them. haha. they were the best performance for the day.
im not saying this cos im from choir too other people says it too.
ade and i popped by orchard for shopping for latifah's present.
(: (: (: oh yes. and for inter-house games, OWENS WON!! (: (: (:
haha. though that's not my house. i'm really happy 'cos i dun like the other house.
and not only that.. i like the owens people. haha.
there's ching. bunkie. alana. michelle. heh.
yupyup. so back to orchard. it was relatively empty.
haha. good. we bought tifa's present and we walked around aimlessly.
haha. i saw this bunch of pretty eurasians!! not fair lahh..
i want their features and their skin tone. they are pretty pretty.
(: met bunkie again for sakae and we just snacked.
went to this kiddy shop to look at all the mickey mouse stuff.. the hello kitty stuff.. pokemon.. sesame street.. haha. all the kiddy stuff lahh..
and ade bought me this bigbird sweet dispenser. thanks girl.
haha. so nice right? just cos it resembles me.
bimbo wants my pink cush cush so i better remember to bring it tomorrow before he hates me. haha.
yupyup. gotta go do my work!! (:

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